what i was...what i am...and what i want to be.

are we what we want to be? maybe yes maybe no ...but the real question is ....do we want to be what we feel we want to be? really? i believe we all crave satisfaction...then whatever it might be...we eat to satisfy our hunger...we drink .. we love ...we work...all of this only to satisfy somthing...not us...something... okay..lemme ask you a question ...who are you ? no i dint ask you your name....i asked who are you ? see we dont kno...who are we... isnt life a quest to answer that question...to pursue that feeling of knowing..only then we can kno what we want...

no i am not suggesting to leave our jobs and run off to the himalayas...

sorry...my train of thought is lost...i was talking to a beautiful, wonderful friend of mine...more about her later...m sure she ll come up in my blogs some time...so ...where was i...we indians are a spiritual lot...we are...and we are proud of that...u know why...coz...we kno...search for God and you ll find yourself...try to know more about Him...and you ll know yourself...

be religious...be spiritual...be god loving ...be god fearing...it ll teach you to engage with the world but not get involved with it...

i feel we can all be what we want...but it is tough to be what some one else wants...it is tough to match expectations...it is tough to compromise...it is tough to sacrifice...the one who can do all of the above is a what we must be...and what we should strive to be....

i have read somewhere...

to love and to work are the signs of an adult...

to work is easy ...to be able to love ...with the innocence of a child...with the loyalty of a pet...is what an ultimate human would be...

i believe i will be that someone one day....may take some time...i will always strive to be that person...